On this first day of July we said good-bye to my parents who had been visiting for well over a week, finished S's last day of soccer camp, played at the lakeshore beach and took a long afternoon siesta.
This was our moment of rest.
This past month we've been busy getting summer under way: the vacation that wasn't quite what we'd planned, the beginning of a beautiful summer mom's park group, getting J fitted to his volunteer job, the start of B's baseball, camping with extended family. Juggling, swaying, finding a balance. The children didn't understand how necessary today's rest really was, but looking ahead I know that
summer will have its tumults to come and today, if only for a few hours, was the day for stillness.
In many respects, this is the beginning of Summer Part II. Part I introduced the routine. Part II is where we live into it and settle resolutely into summer's palm. This is the part, the core if it, where those memorable quiet moments and discoveries will surprise us. Tomorrow my husband and I will entrust the children with friends and escape to the mountains for a night. It will mark the next act of summer, in which I create and ponder and reflect and grow. In these next days my plans and philosophies for what comes next will become present and I will listen to what God is speaking into my world.
These are the days I've been moving toward for months. They are my only preparation for what is to come next.
I know that Summer's Third Act will come blowing in with a lesser grace and greater urgency. The endings will come one after another. And we'll launch into the unknowable future of leading and learning.
For now, I am exactly where I want to be.
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